I made some hard admissions and felt things that I thought were gone, but they were just buried and festering. I had my whole being shaken in ways I never knew existed.
I prayed and the answer was no and then I was left wondering why? I prayed and the answer was yes, but I was left wondering why now?
The biggest thing that came out of this week is a closer relationship with Jesus. When I was asking my "why's" to the Lord, He showed me Job 40:2a- Will the one who contends with the Almighty correct him?
I'm having to learn that the why's don't matter, but that His judgments and timing are perfect. With the why's I was telling God how to do His job. Not my place. Just my place to trust.
That's where I'm at, I will elaborate more as the Lord leads.
|“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."-Matthew 7:7
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